𝑰𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎 𝒊𝒕, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒅𝒐 𝒊𝒕.
This was my very first marathon and first Dopey.
(For those of you new here, the Dopey challenge is a 5k, 10k, half marathon and a full marathon back to back over 4 days for a total of 48.6 miles. It’s Disney’s ultimate race challenge because well, you’d have to be Dopey to do it!)
It still slowly sinking in that I did this amazing thing. I've been going through a rollercoaster of emotions, still in disbelief and shock that I finished this. I cried like a bitch after crossing the final finish line on Sunday. I know I pushed through really hard and did this but for some reason I'm still feeling imposter syndrome. And then there's the weird doubt where I didn't do as well as I wanted to, fighting the part of me that just wanted to just finish and be happy with that if I completed it because it was SO DAMN HARD. If you're going through the same internal demons, I'm just here to say, be kind to yourself and keep reminding yourself that YOU DID THIS. You put in the work and it's real. Wear those medals.
I also want to make it a point that I didn’t do this alone. This absolute magic was achieved through so many things and the support of so many people. From all the cheerleaders screaming my name from the sidelines when I needed it most, the IG running friends I've made over the years, even random spectator strangers, family, friends and coworkers supporting me even from home (from baking me cookies for the road trip there, posting stories and captions shouting out their support, sending me runner themed care packages and gifting me new race shoes), texting me all morning to check in, sending encouragement and cheering me on, those who have been supportive all through months of training when I was crying and at my low points, answering all my DMS, the YouTube/IGTV videos that inspired me to try the Dopey when it opened up, those who talked me through hard times during the quarantine when races were cancelled and I felt like life was throwing me curveballs and I was stressed as to what my next step should be, those who there to just listen and not judge, offer advice and just talk when I needed someone, and the brands that took a chance on little old me and helped support me gifting me race accessories and outfits. Thank you all for believing in me. You will all never know how much all those little things added up to help me achieve this once seemingly impossible goal. They all mattered.
The Expo
The official race weekend started on Wednesday Jan 5 at the expo at the ESPN Wide World of Sports complex, located near Epcot, where every runner is required to stop by and pick up their race packet, aka the bibs and t-shirts. There are three main buildings you’ll walk through; one building has your bibs, one has your shirts and vendor merch you can purchase last minute in case you need anything extra for the races (running skirts, shoes, headbands, headphones, race fuel, sunglasses, etc.) and the last building or rather the one closest to the entrance has the official runDisney merch if you’re looking for hoodies, shirts, magnets, pins, keychains, cups, etc. This last building always has the longest line first thing in the morning and everything sells out quick. Luckily enough, I’m not crazy about official merch. I barely wear the free t-shirts that we get with our bibs so I never found a reason to buy anything from here. I used to buy the matching pins that were mini replicas of the medals but have since forgone this since I stopped wearing pins or decorating my backpacks with them anymore. I basically visited this building for the cute photo ops they had inside with the race numbers and the giant Disney castle replica. Bib pickup I found to be really quick and ran really smoothly for Dopey challengers. They gave me my bib and shirts all in the same room instead of two buildings, which all the other race registrants had to do. I ended up going to the second building anyway since my sister was running the 5k and 10k and had to pick up her shirts separately.
I ended up getting to meet Olympian Jeff Galloway this way as he was at his own booth helping people with advice before the big day. I got to talk to him and told him my success with his training program. He was really nice and advised me to listen to my body and trust the training out there on the course. The two biggest pieces of advice he gave me were (a) when it feels tough, try to keep putting one foot in front of the other and keep going and (b) to walk the half and save my energy for the full since Sunday was predicted to be hot and humid and he advised me to slow down, hydrate hydrate hydrate at every stop in order to finish strong. I fully intended to listen to his advice on walking the half marathon. Unfortunately when the day came, the race got the better of me and I felt like running and ended up running more than I should have, ended up injuring myself as my left knee gave out around mile 11 and I would end up paying for it later during the full. Lesson learned: Listen to the Olympian. He’s an Olympian for a reason, he knows what he’s doing. Especially when his training program has helped so many people get to this day to complete these goals, INJURY FREE and finished strong.