I have no idea what I'm doing here! I've blogged for the past 8 years on my blogspot but I closed it down to a private reader's list for years due to stalkers and trolls. Hopefully, 8 years later, the trolls have moved on with their lives but we'll see. Only time will tell what comes out of the woodworks. In the meantime, here is my new public blog! If you're here, you're probably following me publicly or ghost stalking me on Instagram. Whatever the reason is, you're here. I'll warn you now, this is going to be garbage. I have no theme or goals or whatever for this. I just like blogging and have always blogged since the beginning of MySpace. I just like writing and getting my thoughts out. And you guys obviously like reading since you clicked on that link. 

I don't have a central topic that I want to make this blog about (i.e. fashion, food, music, art) so this is just basically going to be a little bit of everything. All of the things in me. Which is actually the name of one of my sister's old blogs. I don't really know how to describe myself either which is why my About Me is so garbage. I'm a conglomerate of a bunch of things and I've never really been able to fully define myself in one word or stereotype or mold or anything, really. So here, you're going to learn about all of the things in me that I choose to share with you.

I'm not even sure where to start which is why this first post is so all over the place. I don't even know how to fully organize this website honestly. I'm going to post adventures, photoshoot pictures, my day to day life, my random thoughts, my favorite and even my not so favorite things. I'll post some throwbacks as well as new current stuff that happens in my life. If there's a certain topic, theme, advice, suggestions, whatever you'd like me to write about, leave a comment! Sometimes I get writer's block so I may use it. Sometimes I won't post for weeks. And beware, when it rains it pours. Sometimes I blog a lot. Multiple times a week or twice in a day. Depends on how busy I am or how excited and passionate I am about something. I'm also still setting this up so the site will change from time to time as I adjust to figuring it out.

I also love reading comments and discussing things if we share the same interests or you just like sharing your own view and perspective on things as long as you keep it respectful and clean. I don't tolerate any bullshit so you best believe I'll delete that shit if you wanna try trolling. I don't have time or energy to waste on that. I like conversing and sharing thoughts and ideas if you're down for that. Like for example, I just finished watching 13 Reasons Why Season 2 and I'm still so fucked up over it so I love talking to people about what they thought about the season and its hot topics. 

I am excited though to start publicly blogging again after years and years of hiding my thoughts away on blogspot. I'm not sure what to call my blog just yet so I have the tagline up as "Sunshine In the Rain." It's a line from one of my current favorite songs right now by Lauv called A Different Way. I love the line because I relate to it a lot. Throughout everything I've been through in life, one could say I've always tried to "find sunshine in the rain." I've always tried to look at the brighter side of things and move forward. I've been dealt a lot of cards in life, some easier than others, and some harder than others. But my main goals is to always be happy. I'm a person who likes to smile, to have fun and find the beauty in things. 

Buckle up, I hope you're all ready for the ride!
Say hi down below in the comments and let me know where you're from. I'd love to know where my readers are from if you guys are brave enough to say hello! :)